Life is a choice

aku uda capek
capek di salah-salah in, capek sama keadaan, capek berakting like everything's gonna be okay
tapi apa? liat kan? semuanya tambah parah
aku kecewa, marah. Sama siapa? sama diriku sendiri mungkin. Sama mereka yg selalu menyalahkan
harusnya gak perlu aku lanjutkan sejauh ini. harusnya aku berhenti dari dulu
temen2mu udah bener2 gak bisa nrima aku. Dan aku! aku udah capek selalu ngerasa nyakitin kamu
entahlah, aku harus menyalahkan siapa
aku terlalu takut mengambil keputusan dan menanggung resiko. tapi aku harus
dan pilihan ku ......

HONESTY ...

to be honest, dear
i never betrayed you
you know that i love you so much. Yes, you're the one
i don't ever want to let you go. i love you for sure, and i dont wanna stop this flow
but, i can't handle my selfishness
now, what should i do? honestly, i didn't understand
i want to stay, but i dnt want to hurt you
i want to be with you, but my heart say that you're gonna fine wthout me
i'd love to see you happy by my side, but in fact you're never happy with me 
the way you love me ... i just never feel like this before
thankyou for always understand me. thankyou for your loving . thank you for always keep me from falling hard 
there never will be another like you :'
i love you son

One Name One Person One Love

YASON PUTRAJATI

Sometimes I hate being so much in love
cause I knew, at the end of the story, I'll get hurt

but i always believe that it's never gonna be the same
9 October 2011, I found someone who worthy to loved
the day i meet him was the luckiest day of my life

i want love, i want protection, but he's provide me more
I made ​​many mistakes that made him sick, but he didn't leave me. he stayed by my side eventhough he was tired with my behavior
i feel warm and safe when i'm with him 

what would it be without him

he's the best. i just can't hide what i feel

i always pray we will lasts till the longest time, babe

your love has drive me crazy

swear to me that you're never leave, cause i'll see you in our sacred wedding vow on your white tux ♥

Get Well Tottaly Soon, Heart 

Sekarang gue uda gak penasaran lagi. Gak tau harus lega atau gimana
ini hari terburuk gue
yaaaaa, gue gak bakal lupa kata2 itu
kata2 yg ngebuat gue down
kata2 yg ngebuat gue sadar
udah dua kali dia bilang gitu ke gue
gue takut sayang sama dia. 'cause i know, someday he'll leave me
i swear it hurts. you never know how it feels until it happens to you
just smile and hold behind the tears, 'cause from what i see, he's doing fine without me
reality hurts, but i'll face it. i'll stay, i always be :)

MUCH LOVE FOR YOU

feels like my life is more worth it since you came

nggak tau nih kenapa gue bisa jatuh cinta sama ini anak. padahal dulu gue benci banget sama dia -_____- 

awal gue suka sama dia pas dia lagi latian basket di sekolah. hellooooww, he looks very sexy while on the basketball court :3

tapi sekarang gue uda gak pernah liat dia basketan lagi, hiks :'

but it's ok. he still looks sexy for me =))

hmm, frontal aja deh. awal2 gue pacaran sama dia banyak sakit atinya sih. gue masih ragu juga sama dia. tapi sekarang gue beneran yakin kalo dia sayang sama gue ._____.V

gue gak pernah dapet cowok yg sabar kayak dia. sabar ngadepin egois gue, emosional gue.

dulu slalu gue yg sabar waktu gue pacaran sama mantan gue dan gue uda capek sakit ati -_-t 

but now, gue tau gimana rasanya di kalemin. how lucky i am to have you

gue harap dia bisa jaga prasaan gue, 'cause the day i met him was the luckiest day of my life :)

so babe, please dont ever let me down. i'm tired of getting hurt.

i love you and i'll always do. since i met you, i believe that you'll never hurt me

just let me be your one and only, and don't ever get tired of each other. 

i love you babe, i love you

i love you in every single silly things you do

i love you in every second i breathe

i love you the way you look at me and smile at the same time

i love when you hug and kiss me

i love your eyes and smile

i love your giggles and your act and talk

i love your hilarious sense of humor

i love your sweetest

i love you more and more everytime you by my side

and overall, i love you in every way

sorry if i'm not good enough for you. i swear i'll be much better than this. i'll keep everything that i've promised to you

fight for us babe, stay sweet till forever ♥