a girl who felt betrayed

i felt so down now
i felt it burn inside
thank you for your lies, dear
i'm not going to forget it all
but dont worry, i wouldn't be mad to you 
i'm just a little bit disappointed
but it's ok. i'll be fine. as soon as possible, when my life ends, i'll leave this scar
and may i hope, if one day, when my life ends, i want you to go back with her :)